Monday, March 29, 2010

Just

I don't really have a lot to say. I've been quiet. On purpose. Trying to be at least. Trying to get through a weekend without arguing with someone. Or destroying myself with my inner dialogue. Writing doesn't help. So I haven't been. But then I miss it and I get all antsy and I'm pissed off again. It's fucked. I have increased my drugs. It's not working, yet. That's why I just need quiet. Maybe in the quiet the peace will come.

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  1. I wish I could give peace to you. Mine has come through a lot of bitterness and difficulty. It sounds like yours is nothing less, and probably far greater. I hate saying this because it sounds so damn condescending, but I will pray for you. After the fire there is a cleared ground on which to build...or plant.

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