A job!

AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!! I got the job!!!!!

wait. so then that means that i can do communications (newsletters, flyers, brochures, web site) for a non-profit? you mean the universe listened again? ....wait. wait. wait. am I an idiot for not holding out for a corporate gig?

..... no i'm not idiot. this is the path. follow. submit. go in peace. know that you are doing what you really enjoy - communicating, messaging, marketing - about something you really believe in - god.

now in the morning talk to your employer. let them know you need to go part-time because you've been given an opportunity to work part-time at a non-profit.

stop fighting. because i'm fighting myself.

you can't work a 60 hour job right now without causing major damage to pandu. he needs you to be with him the majority of the time. not a stranger but his mama.

with two part-time jobs you will have some breathing room and be forced to live the simple life that you always wanted. i have given you what you wanted. now accept and stop fighting. submit and breathe.