Truth...
- I have no idea what I'm doing.
- I am terrified of being successful.
- I'm afraid no one will love me if they knew how truly imperfect I am.
- I always took the easy route because I was afraid to put my neck out. I still am.
- I'm still 12.
- I want to go back home and start all over again.
- I don't want to hear anyone's opinion on what my path should be.
- I long to be a hermit so I can run away and hide.
- I want to live at a hotel so I can have my meals delivered, my bed made and my bathroom cleaned for me.
- I stay up til 2am because I need to be exhausted to sleep.
- I smile to myself a lot and when I do I feel better.
- I know exactly what I need to do but I don't do it because I'm afraid that no one will understand.
- Other people's approval of me is more important than my own approval of me.
- I stopped living my life for me a long time ago.
- I'm afraid that I'll be perceived as selfish if I start thinking of me first. But I'm more afraid that I've forgotten how to think of me at all.
- I hate that I can't escape my brain.
- I'm afraid that people roll their eyes at me and find me narcissistic, when in actuality I'm just trying to figure it all out and not go insane.
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